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I created this blog originally to keep friends and family updated with my life away from "home". A place to write down my thoughts and life events, maybe even some beauty blogging who knows!

xx-Jay

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"The longer I live, the more I realize the inpact of attitude on life. Attitue, to me, is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, the education, the money, than crcumstances, than failure, than successe, than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than apperance, giftedness or skill. It will make or break a company... a church... a home. The remarkable thing is we have a choice everyday regardunf the attitude we will embrace for that day. we cannot change our past... we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude. I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% of how I react to it. And so it is with you... we are in charge of our attitudes" - Charles R. Swindoll


“The good critic is he who relates the adventures of his soul among masterpieces” - Anatole France


Monday, June 27, 2011

I want my body back!

Alright well this has been a goal that has been some what up in the air since I moved to Italy. I did put it into progress when I got here but my allergies made me super sick and went out of controll. Well since now I have out appartment more in order, I've been looking at a few of the recent pictuers taken of me and excuse me for this, but GOD DAMN I LET MYSELF GO! I mean Jesus! I use to be really fit and when I met my husband I was only 10-15 pounds from my goal (was around 145 at the time). Now since then I gained another 35-40 pounds! My God, I seriously was a big time stress eater when Nate was in Korea for a year... I should of had better controll so now I need to lose all this because it is a no go lol. I know some of you might think I'm being hard on myself but I kinda need to be if I'm gonna get back my body!

Me now... this pictuer really makes me feel sick... I seriously let myself go

This is where I want to be again! IT WILL HAPPEN!
So right now I'm setting my first goal. Two months from today I need to lose 10 pounds, which will be about 2.5 punds a week. It's going to be super hard because my husband is a junk food lover (he eats soooo much of it, but where does it go?) and I just need to fight it with a salad...

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